Date : Sunday, February 7, 2010
Time : 10:46 PM
Title : My operation days .

Friday went for my operation . Keep crying . Alloy and jiajun keep laughing at me . But they also make me laugh when I keep crying too . Thanks alot friends for being there for my operation and come visit me at my house .
I'll shall list dowm all the names .
Alloy goh
phua jiajun
Jasmine
Weisheng
Musang
Andrew
Xiaoxiong
Baobei taking care of me this two days , even when I eat , also need her to feed becasue i'll will drop the food . Thanks baobei . I still love you . Hope things wont change .

Date : Wednesday, February 3, 2010
Time : 4:09 PM
Title : What have I done wrong .?

What have I done wrong .? I just need to be pampered like others . Having someone there to love me , pampered me , care and concern . Someone who can share my happiness and sorrows with a normal friend can't . I've found . But she's giving up after 1 year . I'm disappointed . I just need you to be there for me . Can you .?

Date :
Time : 2:16 AM
Title : her loving pics

She cute with this specs , isnt it .?



My boss , willem heng take this fake mouse and scare me

Date :
Time : 1:06 AM
Title : I need a room of sunshine with you .

I very sad to see that you are giving up in us . I hope it won't come true . I don't know if there's some other reasons . We gone thru so much for a year and you want to give up so easily .? We plan alot of things for future . I just don't want because of misunderstanding or quarrels you will give up . I'm doing my best to maintain our relationships . What I need is encouragement , care , concern , confidence and confirmation . Is is very diff .? You said you got nth to talk to me , but you got alot to talk to your friends . Why not me .? I just need awhile of your time . You said i'm important . But .? I trying my best to give you my understanding which is not too much . I also need your understanding too . I know you need freedom . I never stop you from meeting your friends late . I only feel uncomfatable when you meet her alone , going up her house and contacting too much . You have phobia what about be . I have too . I really hope you won't give up so easily .

When I broke up with him , you are the one that give me hope , be with me whenever i'm alone and need someone there for me . Whenever i'm hungry in the midnight , you always pack food and come down find me . You give me encouragement , be by my side when i dont feel like staying at home . We gone thru so much , quarrels , fights , happy times , sweet times , going to zoo playing like a clown . giving up things for the sake each other , promises ( You promise you wont leave me ) . Are yyou giving up just like that .? We say before we will be together no matter what . I hope it's true .


PM : I need a room of sunrise just for you and me .

Date : Friday, January 29, 2010
Time : 9:29 PM
Title : Fever !

The day before I was having flu and cough . And today I was having fever , flu , cough and backache . Argggs . Tomorrow is my first day of work and end up having all this problems ! Damn it . My temperature last take was 38.7 degree ! Quite high can ! Argggs . Luckily today baobei got take care of me . Feel so xin wei . LOLS ~
Went bedok inter today as baobei want to look for jobs then down to bugis to collect my working pants and brought a pair of heels for work ! LALALALALA~ But my fever spoil everything . Felt giddy at times ! I need to get well soon ! I need to work !

Date : Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Time : 9:03 PM
Title : R.I.P

Heard my mum just said that auntie daphane ( A teacher that have a good heart & teaches us good way and be by our side whenever we are in trouble ) Just past away
:( When I'm hospitalize , she came and visit me with her husband ( uncle chee keong ) and pray for me . Went to visit her with unix when we heard that she's ill . Auntie daphane , jia ru ( unix ) and I hope you will R.I.P .

Date :
Time : 1:08 PM
Title : Paranoid .

Baobei yesterday was trying to solve things lerhs :) Finally I can talk everything out . Everyone tends to be paranoid . So do I .? Hope you won't walk the wrong path again and knows what you are doing . Hope all those things we talk yesterday could get in your head .
Don't betray someone trust :)