Thursday, May 7, 2009
♥ Contradict emotions
this blog is created by crystal meimei .
I get to know you thru crystal ( mei mei ) . Wanted to go for rounding with you guys , ended up we were at a coffee shop nearby crystal's place . I didn't notice you guys at all . We sit for awhile , we went off , you used ken's phone msg crystal and ask for my number . I don't want to . Because of some reasons . But , crystal persuaded me . So I gave . We sms-ed everyday until one day , don't know how we get together . We met up with ken at tampines mall to shop .
You walk your own & I walk mine . You told me you wanted to play with my feelings & we broke up . The very first day we broke up , you bring someone home . Which is a 16 years old girl . You msged me and ask me where am I , I told you i'm at home as i am sick . You told me you love me & stuff ! Is this all bullshits .?
I forgive you & patched up with you . You did change for awhile . But your temper is still there . Whatever it is ,
Finally , it's over ! 7 months of conflicts , violence , breaking up & patching up . Finally IS REALLY OVER !
When I with you , I felt being controlled , cant even go out with my own friends! everything is only YOUＹＯＵ&YOU!!! no freedom at all , totally controlled by you!!!! Even how tired i am , i still accompanied you with your friends , have you ever thought about me ??? You mean a lot to me at first . But now , you are nothing to me already ! Because you hurt me too deeply . Keep lying to me . But overall , Thanks for the memories ! Now , I found my new life & a new him which dotes on me & cherish me even more . Hopefully , he is the guy that really can give me happiness ! Loves . Thanks boy .
Thanks crystal mei mei for kpkb beside me now ! LOLS . Irritating you ! Lols .
I miss my HEH HEH ( ALICIA NEO JIA LING )
Thanks crystal , jasmine , alicia , huiling , my BI , my son binbin & peeps . Thanks alots . LOVES
