baby's diary

Sick =(

2011-01-10T19:37:00.001+08:00

Vomited blood yesterday =( Sighs . Having sore throat now . Going to see a doctor later on =(
Have been stress nowadays due to work . Boss almost everyday chanting ! Hais ! Life is getting more and more bored !

Precious didi accident !

2011-01-10T19:23:00.000+08:00

Happy moments with friends =)

2011-01-10T18:55:00.006+08:00

=(((

2010-12-12T15:05:00.002+08:00

Nowadays is getting more and more bored =(( Don't even feel like going out . Got irritated by that someone easily . Arrrggggs *
Hmmmm , nowadays lots of xin shi too =( How come ! Sighs . Making me so xinku . Hopefully there will be an outcome soon =)

2010-11-17T13:28:00.001+08:00

Hip hip hip . LOL .

2010-11-17T13:22:00.000+08:00

2010-11-15T22:02:00.001+08:00

The girl should change to wendy . & we are the gong wu gong bo people . LOL .

Photos of gong wu gong bo kakis

2010-11-15T21:54:00.001+08:00

3 of my gong wu gong bo kakis =))

Gong wu gong bo =))

2010-11-15T21:37:00.003+08:00

Nowadays I have 5 gong wu gong bo kakis . Thanks for being there for me to accompany me & make me laugh everyday without failed . ESP , pui pui . You are the NO1 gong wu gong bo . No you no fun =)) Never regrets having you people as friends/brothers & sisters <3

Sooo sick !

2010-10-01T22:15:00.002+08:00

Have been sick recently . It's like a everyday routine =( Sigh .
Have been busy due to work . My boss told me it's 2 months only . I was so wrong to believe her . Bloody hell ! She gives us a feeling that she only wants us to hit everyday target . But we work until like don't know what =( I need a break . But luckily baobao nowadays very understanding & giving in all the way . But she keep sleeping la ! LOLS . Big fat pig ! Hahahs . Sunday going massage with mummy then shopping with baobao . But baobao don't allowed me to spent alot ! Arrrrgs * this month must really save money ! Hahahs ! Hopefully it works ! Lalalals ~! Time for me to rest ! Tml got to work for 13 hours again . Poor me =(

I once thought I'm right to see you so highly . But once again . I'm disappointed . I need some explaination .

Should I should I not .?

2010-08-28T20:02:00.002+08:00

Uhmmm , wanted to go back SH to work . But , my morning job boss don't allowed . She even put me to work roadshows on weekends . Hm , that's good also . Extra income =) Was thinking should I get another job which is go back SH . Only 1 week 1 day . But it will be very tired also . But unix told me " it just 1 day of tired " So I think it's ok . Hm , I still considering =)

Big fat mosquito .

2010-08-23T18:24:00.002+08:00

Arrrgghhss ! My leg is full of mosquito bites . Lols . Nowadays don;t know who feed those mosquito till very big ! Sooooo itchy & swallon la !

Cecilia Tan Li Jing ( gdd )
Here's your replied ! Lols . Know you since you were in sec1 . Lols . And I gove you a big nice name . BUTCHY BUTCHY BUTCH ! Lols . I still remember is I approached you first to ask which label are you ! Lols . You told me STRIAGHT ! I was LIKE scolding you FUCK YOU in my heart . Lols .
We starts to pass letters to each other . Soooo funny ! Your handwriting is so damn small lahs . I still remember I keep wants to know your full name . Until one day your CHU LIAN mr john chia told me your full name . Lols . And I everyday CALL YOU CECILIA TAN LI JING . You was like " shhhh .... Call me BEX ! " Lols . Cute uhs .?
You are my 5 years plus leis ! Lols . Now instead of CTLJ , I will call you BEX BEX BEX ! Hahahas !

Funny uncle !

2010-08-20T18:46:00.002+08:00

Went to Tanglin HQ for statements taking early in the morning . After that cab-ed down to office to work . When I reached , suddenly one of the uncle asked me ....

Uncle : Hey , you yesterday went to which appointment .
Me : I yesterday in office mahs then to expo sales .
Uncle : oh okays .

Then I went back inside the office to prepare my things for appointment .
Came out and wash cup before going out . The uncle says ....

Uncle : You got boyfriend anot .?
Me : No leis . Why want intro me uhs .
Uncle : Don't bluff la .
Me : Really . Want intro me how old de .?
Uncle : 19 .
Me : Cannot la ! I older leis . Lols .
Uncle : Can lahs .
Me : HAHAHAHAS . Bye bye

Headed to my appointment & met up with PR for lunch and she accompany me to appointment . Thanks girl !

I more stress !

2010-08-15T18:22:00.002+08:00

Though people sees that job I working now is more relax but NOBODY knows hows stress is my job !

From a sales promotor , my boss ask me to go over wholesale side to help up .
I have to run everywhere in singapore to sees client . To get my sales target every month . My target is 10k -30k . I have to face 4 bosses everyday in the office . 1 month , I think got 10 times my boss ask me to go meeting to ask me hows my sales . Not stress enough .?

Someone still don't understands me .

FUCKING PISS OFF .

2010-08-15T18:06:00.002+08:00

In what way I force her to work .?
Someone ask me don't force her to work if she doesn't want to work .
I shall type down the things I've said !

My boss called me

Jean : Hey is unix with you.?
Me : No , why .?
Jean : I just want to ask her whether she can work afternoon shift also .
Me : How come .?
Jean : Cause got a lady wants to quit .
Me : Oh I don't think unix wants .
Jean : Hmmm , do you think that lady can in sales .?
Me : I think she's ok uhs for a new sales person with us .
Jean : Hmm , Ok . Thanks uhs .

After that I called her again .

Me : jean , if she don't want work then don't force her lo .
Jean : oh ok . I ask her to call me later le .
Me " okays , bye bye .

Can someone explain . In this conversation where did I force her to wotk .?
And someone says I FORCE HER .
Soooo fucking unfair !!
Someone says I help her to talk .
I just honestly answer . Is it wrong . Or should I say ....

Jean : Do you think that lady can in sales .?
Me : NO LA . Her sales is SO BAD . She cannot make it de la .

I wont say this what . Later ppl thinks I bad mouth other ppl . And I fucking don't like .

BLOODY HELL .

2010-08-13T22:53:00.002+08:00

OH MY GOD ! Some ppl tell lies also don't know how to tell ! You FAILED . Anyway , I've regret knowing you as a friend . You making my tittle down just being a friend of yours . SHAMELESS FAGGOT ! I can actully list down everything you said & you do . But , I choose to give you a good path . But ended up you take me for granted . TOO MUCH & accused me .? Nice one .? Your karma will come soon ! FAGGOT ! Your english failed too ! Fucking don;t understand a piece of word !

PR birthyday's photos .

2010-08-13T22:48:00.001+08:00

I only have this for updates . Lols . Bitch , how you like it <3

2010-08-10T19:29:00.005+08:00

Flash back my memories

2010-08-10T18:18:00.005+08:00

Just finish reading bex's blog ! Thanks for you post . Hahahas .

Here's yours !

Hmm , yaps . We know each other for soooo many years already ! You make me damn PS can . Saying the 2B thing . But it's ok . It flash back all the memories . Hahahs . Writing letters & the tone I called you butchy butchy butch . Until jiaru they all know . Hahahas . Those letter I still kept in a file ! Touched anot .? Meet up some day .? Arggggs * But we are not fated la . TMD . Lols . I remembered your handwriting is damn small ! Lols . Is it the same now .? Oppps . Anyway . I miss you bitch ! Gonna stop here . Damn no mood lahs GDD !

For someone that put words inside my mouth !

You simply think you are funny or trying to act cute here .? You are the one going around telling other ppl your secrets and when your secrets have been leaked out you pin-point me saying that i'm the one who spreads it and censurize me as a bitch .? Lols . Let me be kind enough to inform you that alot of ppl had ald know your secrets as you have a huge brain thinking that everyone must be updated thus you used your smelly big mouth to update them , now you get it?. Ya , I admit that at random i will contact your EX bf simply because my blood brother is his brother([close friend] "incase your huge brain can't let you understand) ! Therefore i have the rights to contact him because he's not your one and only , it's ald stated so clearly that he is your EX , everything is the past.Anyway why I even bother explaining to you here !. & from the start, i didn't intend and i did not side you. All I've said is that if he beats you then why still bother to be together? . And whenever You said you moody so I brought you out . That's all . Since when I said and stated that I will side you .? Can you clearly explain to me .? Lols .and FYI , I never side him too . We only talk about work whenever we contact. Lastly ,i had never rankup about the past saying that you told others things about me yet you you got the cheeks to talk so much and even pin-point me , i really don't understand such a girl like you. One word , pathetic! Can you lighten up your life with other things anmd not childish things like attracting attention from others ?! And hey ,If you wanna scold or bitch about me , do not do it in facebook . Simply pickup your phone,press me number and dial it ! I WELCOME YOU TO MY LIFE ! :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PR !

2010-08-06T16:37:00.001+08:00

Going BBQ later on ! It's PR birthday . Hahahas . You are gonna drunk tonight girl . LOL ! Weeeeeeets ~ Hope you like the plans today !

Xinyi is sick =(

2010-08-03T12:30:00.002+08:00

Went for facial & massage yesterday at amk =) But having flu =( Argggs * Don't like !

In life , there are many kinds of people passing by you .
- People with motive
- People that are hypocrite
- People who wants to detroy your life
- People who are a FM
- People that lies
- People who provokes you
- People who is a bitch/bastard
- People who are SO FAKE !

People like that will make us ( Xinyi , unix & peirong ) gossip about you !
EH , come on lahs . Wake up your idea man .

Bored !

2010-07-31T06:05:00.002+08:00

Wake up damn early today . Slept early last night too . LOL . Got to work on saturday . Damn bored can ! Arrrgggs *
Heard some shocking news nowadays . LOL . Cant imagine this will turn out this way . Anyway . It's not my problems . Lol .
I din't know someone is a FM . Loves to report things . Suddenly come talk to me scared I'll be a FM like you .? LOL . Think too much !

Lack of appointment

2010-07-28T11:45:00.003+08:00

Weets ~ Just closed a deal yesterday . Finally ! Lols . But today I have only 1 ae ppointment . Arrrrggggs * I don't wanna come back office later on . Boring !
Unix teo , Don't elmo elmo elmo lahs . Chase elmo away ! We ca n do it !
Daphne , Come back singapore leis . Lols . GOSSIP !
Peirong , Study hard lahs ! Wan exam already ! Put zero and pass up ! LOL . You can do it ! LOL .

Passerbyeeeee ! Mind your words . Put down your bloody real name . Don't be a coward ! DOG !

office =) Taken by meiyi

2010-07-22T13:08:00.002+08:00

Nerdy Chen

Look so fat !~

Bad weather =(

2010-07-22T12:07:00.002+08:00

Nowadays weather is sooo bad . Friends , got to take care alrights . Don't fall sick =)
This month my appt is damn little . Can't hit my target at all =( Wonder how I going to report to my bosses . Sigh . This month quite unlucky . Hopefully next month will be better . Can't take MCs anymore already. This month have been taking lots of MCs and leave . Nowadays elmo almost everyday come find me . Sigh . Damn stress too .
Shall stop here , need call to arrange for appt =)

I loves my 38s & heh heh =)

birthday and kbox day !

2010-07-18T13:19:00.004+08:00

The 38s =)

Birthday photos =)

2010-07-17T21:49:00.004+08:00

Binbin , baby & meldom

14 of friendships

Thanks for being there for me

2 of the 38s

Hotdog face. LOL

5 secs on stage

More photos will be upload soon =)

2010-07-12T01:06:00.021+08:00

Happy birthday =)

2010-07-11T12:04:00.004+08:00

Went down to PGM yesterday to meet up with martin , bear , meldom , binbin , PR , lynn & lifang =) Dinner with them ! Then martin send PR and me to OASIS =) Actually doesn't want to celebrate there . But anyway , 14 really make my day . Thanks po zai =) LOVES . Thanks sek for the cake and plans too . But luckily I never drunk . If not my album will be out . Wooohooo . Daphne , wait long long to see all this pics k . LOL .

A night out again .

2010-07-04T14:41:00.002+08:00

Went for work in the morning , After work met up with my mum for facial then bring my hair to see a doctor . LOL . Treatment my hair and dye RED again =) Hahahs . Came back home sleep awhile then meet up with sek and friends for a drink . Nb . sek keep watch football don't want entertain us . Was damn tired and bored cans !

it's all about time

2010-07-01T10:52:00.002+08:00

My blog is rotting due to busy working nowadays .
Things doesn't went well for me this few days , but still , life goes on =)
Meeting YU NA later for shopping and coffee . Was thinking shall I go for an important appointment later at airport with my boss though I'm on MC today .
So tired now .
Birthday coming round the coner . 10 more days . Planning to go for a simple celebration . Argggs * older again .

LOVES MY 38s .! LOL . Only know how to gossip . Hahahas . Anyway thanks ppl for concerning me this two days . I'm alright =)

Damn moody =(

2010-06-23T14:16:00.001+08:00

Ddamn it . My mission failed again today . Went all the way down to tanjong pagar then the in charge is not there . Wasted my trip again .
Hm , nowadays was thinking how to celebrate my birthday .? Damn boring . Ii wan presents ! Hhahahahahahahs =)
Still got a long long way to end work =(

Daphne album . Nice mai .? LOL . Drink drank drunk .

2010-06-19T19:29:00.001+08:00

2010-06-19T19:23:00.002+08:00

Hahahas , wanted to upload all this photo but something wrong with my lappy ! Now finally I can upload ! LOL . Daphne , good one .?

2010-06-19T19:18:00.000+08:00

Weekdays drinking sessions =)

2010-06-19T19:11:00.004+08:00

Went to buberry for lao su birthday then physco by laksek go down to oasis . Promise her though I know I got to wake up at 7AM for work the next day =(

Drinking sessions !

2010-06-10T23:29:00.006+08:00

I must cut down my night sessions ! Not enough sleep for work the next day !
But is actually quite worth it for a day to see daphne drunk ! Hahahahas . She damn on that day to drink with us ! Lols .

Hm , tired !

2010-06-08T06:08:00.002+08:00

My boss is giving me stress . They transfer me to work in the office later ! Stress is coming . Guess will be doing marketing and designing . Hm , but I got not enough sleep today ! Slept at 12AM , woke up at 3 plus . Thinking of some personal things and also HUNGRY ! Lols . Wake up and cook noodles ! Don't know how am I going to survive later on till 6PM .

Yeahs , finally !

2010-06-06T05:56:00.002+08:00

Have been wanting to buy a dress for 2 weeks , but I don't have the time . Until recently this two days , met up with peirong to shop the whole BUGIS ! Have been walking round and round , I told myself and peirong that , that's the last round we are walking ! Finally , I've found the dress I wanted sooooooo much ! Yeahs ! After buying the dress , went for dinner . Yummy ! Hm , wearing heels walking here and there . Damn pain ! Argggggs * Only peirong knows . LOLS !

Peirong : wei da right .? LOLS . You know I know uhs !

Just got home not long ! I'm tired . Need some rest =) Nights nights .

Piss off =(

2010-06-05T05:32:00.002+08:00

End work at 4pm yesterday , met up with peirong , lynn and lifang for shopping and dinner . Headed home ! Bathe and relax awhile then sleep ! I just wake up ! Hahahas . Can't believe that it's friday night and I'm sleeping at home . PO ZAI ask whether want go RCA but I was too piss off to go . Sorry for the attitude-ing . Some personal things . Anyway , I decided to cancelled everytthing which I planned .

=(

2010-06-02T13:26:00.002+08:00

Friends have been telling me that I become alot smaller size , indirectly saying i'm shorter =( I wan to be taller la ! Lols .
Went to eat yesterday then to pasir ris park . I've been brain wash by jim . I felt that what he says actually make sense . I starts to reflect back and I realise what I really want . Shall not say soooo much .
Hm , nowadays alot of things happening around my surrounding friends . Due to one bastard . I believe in karma . He will get he's punishment soon . Yaps .

2010-06-01T04:33:00.002+08:00

Went oasis that night with sheng , chanel , laksek , louis and one couple . Went there damn early early 11 plus . Left around 1AM , headed to suncity thai disco . Saw martin ding , meldom and co . Hm , drank quite alot . Never drunk but people keep say I drunk . Lols . Taboleh tahan . LOL .
Nowadays feeling uite down . Don't know why . Sighs . I wants to be happy =)

Congrats !

2010-05-24T00:10:00.002+08:00

Hm , went to bugis yesterday to meet up with crystal then go eat . Awhile later ANGweisheng came over fetch us to M bar to celebrate he's birthday ! Happy birthday ! Hm , around 2 plus , we headed down to Peace centre . Saw 13 years ( UNIX TEO ) there . Yeahs . Finally get to meet up with her . Hm , Awhile later , we headed to oasis . Arggggs * Soooo bored . So we decided to play tag team games . Then daphne called . I ask her come down ! Weeeets ~ I make her drink a cup . Lols . She make alot of noise ! LOL . Around 5 plus , cabby down to amk lerhs . Got to help my bestie to be sisters ! Arggggs * . So I rushed and bathe , make up and went downstairs and meet up with the rest . Headed to the bride's place . Was very tired . But no choice . Hm , but overall quite fun =) Cabby home around 4 plus . Damn tired . Took a bath and went to bed . Slept a few hours only as I'm hungry . Wahahahahs . Mummy accompany me to 400+ for my breakfast cum luch cum dinner . LOL . Broght 3 cheese cakes back home for my supper later on . Weeeeeets ~
Okays gonna stop here .

Lack of sleep !

2010-05-18T14:08:00.002+08:00

Haven been lacking of sleep nowadays ! I need a good rest =)
I fat back le . So sad cans ! Arggggs * Wasted . Nevermind . I still got a week time to slim down =) LOL . Going work later . Scared that slut will sabo me . Nabeis . Angry her ! Can't stand her sia . Forget it . She still young ! LOL . No chioce .
Hm , Gonna stop here . Need go prepare for work at 4pm already =) Tonight may not be going out ! So tired .

Edited by papa yong ! LOL

2010-05-16T23:16:00.001+08:00

Is it weird .? lol .

2010-05-16T21:32:00.001+08:00

While working , ask crystal to take this photo cause she says weird ! LOL .

2010-05-15T01:54:00.000+08:00

babyXINYI - Sawadeeka . Part & parcel of life . says:
Lols
I your wife leis
Hubby !
แดฟานี says:
why uhs?
hahaha.
Yes wifey!?
lol
babyXINYI - Sawadeeka . Part & parcel of life . says:
LOL
Fuck that xy sia
Lols
แดฟานี says:
lol
everytime different name, different status.
wtf she's thinking ehs!?
babyXINYI - Sawadeeka . Part & parcel of life . says:
Lol
How can like that say your daughter
แดฟานี says:
her mother cb bodoh
haha
babyXINYI - Sawadeeka . Part & parcel of life . says:
LOL
Cb you fuck me and give birth to me end up you dun wan ren
Knn
แดฟานี says:
hahaha.
oh please!!!

Lols , Puii eh and baby chen's msn conversation ! LOL . Hubby and wifey . LOL .

Photos taking at ECP .

2010-05-08T16:10:00.001+08:00

Happy happy happy !

2010-05-05T02:01:00.002+08:00

Few people have been telling me I have slim down alot and become more and more small size ! Argggggs * I want grow taller ! LOL . Need slim down for my bestfriend , jon's wedding coming on the 23rd . Yeahs .!

Most recent photos with xy and crystal .

2010-05-05T01:18:00.002+08:00

Have been keep going out this 2 weeks . Hm , finally I get myself a job with good timing . Yeahs .
Just came back from whitesands . Met up with daphane , xy and cia . Slack awhile then come back home already , due to tml have to work . Though working at 4PM but still need to have more rest=) Yaps . Gonna stop here .

It will be better =)

2010-04-26T10:04:00.002+08:00

Hm , have been going out this few days =) Running around the whole singapore . Moody this few days but it will be better isn't it .? Though yesterday went out kinda moody but overall i'm alright . Yeahs . There's an idiot keep bully me . Nbs . But he more jialt . Let me pinch . Lols . At first I sat RC8 , It was so uncomfatble . But , on the 2nd day , it's okays for me . Lalalalals ~ Don't feel like staying at home tonight . Where should I go .?

我不敢再爱了。

Nowadays my sleeping time was like sooooo weird cans . Stupid . Cannot sleep long . Keep waking up after a few hours . Why why why ! I need a good rest .

Back to square one .

2010-04-22T08:42:00.002+08:00

Hm , yaps . Back to square one . Hope I'll be stronger . Yaps .
People have been standing on my head and dancing for a long time . I treat you all so good ended up you all take advantages of me .? _l_ nahs . I'm tired already . Hm .
Let nature takes it course .

Hm , Hope my friend is alright .

2010-04-18T22:51:00.002+08:00

Went buberry yesterday was some friends . Because of a thai lady , it becomes a fight . Actually they mistook each other already . Yaps . Also not their problems and they run over to fight . Sighs . One of our friend was hurt . Though I just saw him a few times and drinking sessions together . Din't talk much . Hm , Just hope you are fine andfaster discharged from hospital . Yaps . The fighting screen make us have to stay with the police From 4plus till 6.45AM . That was long . Lols . Just some statement and waiting for the IO to come down to interview us and go . Damn tired . Came back home and slept till 5 plus . And had dinner . All I can eat is porriage , due to my sore throat is still there . Sighs .

Baby fall sick :(

2010-04-16T11:47:00.002+08:00

Hm , was having a high fever yesterday . 39.5 degree . My temp went down today to 37.2 :) Yeahs . Now only left my bad sore throat which killing me soon . Feel like crying . So xinku . Cough until almost vomit :( What a bad day . What a weak body I have . Sighs . Old liaos . Used to every year have once fever . But now seems like within 4 months I had twice . Arggggs * I wants to recover soon !

Tired :(

2010-04-13T22:53:00.001+08:00

Hm , my blog rotting . Haven't been sleeping well and enough this few days . Hm , thursday going hospital for check up . Hopefully it recover soon . Somethings had been happening but I just don't want to post up . Tired .

Piss off !

2010-03-31T13:24:00.002+08:00

Damn it . Getting lots of stress at work and some personally things .
Get scolded yesterday by my manager and leader . I'm in the midlle and my manager scold me from far whereas my leader call me . Idiot . Feel like a fool . That's it .
Personally things is that i'm really stupid to give 100% ending up more and more disappointment . I guess ii know what ii want . I'll grant them . I hate to know when they are contacting EVERYDAY . And to the extend of wants to work with each other everday . Too much ! Whatever I say , that person wont get to the mind ! I don't get the point .

PM : whoever sees my post and know who i'm saying , don't go and call that person and ask what happen . Thanks . I'm tired already .

Hmm , walking for a long distance .

2010-03-29T03:45:00.002+08:00

Hmm , walk a long distance just now .
Working is soooo tired and I'm the only one that kana scolded all the way though is not my fault at all . wdhell :( Somemore I'm not that senior . Idiot ~ Argggggs .
Hmm , mood quite good today :) Yay .
Got to wake up early later on . Need to have a early sleep today .

Careless !

2010-03-25T17:50:00.002+08:00

Went to hospotal to check up my wound again today . Hmmm , not very good . My wound open abit . Sigh :(
I cut till my hand again last night while working . Lols . Stupid bottle .
Wahs I damn tired cans . Everyday not enough sleep for me . Wdhell .
That idiot cecilia dream of me having another accident . My face full of blood . Choi ! Lols . In china still can msg me and tell me . Lols . Overall what a good GDD . Hahahahs .

Sleepless nights !

2010-03-22T18:36:00.002+08:00

Sigh :( I don't have enough sleep for 4 days already . Damn tired . I need enough sleep ! I keep waking up early doing nothing . I'm going insane soon . Damn tiring . I need enough movitvation . sleep and secure ! Arggggs * I really need a clear mind to work ! When can I have it . Sigh :(

Sigh :(

2010-03-21T15:48:00.003+08:00

Hmm , first day of work make me soooo tiring . Got to stand and walk for 9 hours . My legs going to break :( People there also changed . Sigh :(

- I need to be motivate by my love ones .
- I need to have a clear mind to work .
- I need to have a good sleep !
- I need secure badly .
- I need to take my class 3 soon .

Learn from the past , enjoy the present and look forward for future .

How I wish I can enjoy the present . But . . . . Things going to happen real soon .

First day of work :)

2010-03-20T18:18:00.002+08:00

Hmmm , later going work already . Baobei and my mummy ask me don't go work . Lols . My mum even says if she brought me the dress I want then I don't go work . LOLS . What a funny mother I got right . Hahahs .
Just msg baobei .

Me : Your baby bored . Can I don't go work .?
Baobei : Can . Come meet me
Me : No la . Must go work la , If not eat grass liaos .

LOLS !

Destined !

2010-03-20T02:32:00.002+08:00

Seems like things I don't want to happen soooo soon , but it going to happen real soon :( sigh . I'm speechless . Shall not state down what exactlt is .
Hmmm , I gonna start my 1st day of work later :) though my mum keep asking me don't work due to my leg injury . But no choice I still have to go work !
Shall end here as I feel kinda moody now :(

Lost the sense of FEEL . I need to find it back . But where .?

Mummy's birthday celebration yersterday .

2010-03-19T15:45:00.002+08:00

Hmmm , went tamp yesterday with baobei . Met up with fredrick awhile then baobei and I went TM walk walk awhile then met up with mum . Bus-ed down to changi village to meet up with my grandma and brother . Ask them to start their dinner first while baobei and I go find if any cake shop . Hmm , Brought one chocolate cake for her . Hahahs . Mummy says cannot buy cake cause later eat already will " gek xim " LOLS . In the end still ask us to sing birthday song for her . Lols . Funny right .? Hahahas . Still ask me take photo for her . Lols . Thick skin right .?

Moody days !

2010-03-15T15:34:00.002+08:00

Arggs * Have been moody for a week already . Hais .
Went to hospital today for check up and see how's the wound going . Hmm , think quite successful operation . Ya .? I should be happy . But I just feel moody :( Din't sleep well last night . Hais . My sleepless nights is coming back . This saturday starts working already . I don't know how will it be . But I just hope it will be what I expected . Hopefully no more disappointment .

I don't know what my path will be like .

Bruises when operation .

2010-03-11T20:37:00.002+08:00

Blue black after my operation yesterday . Imagine I cry like no tml ! LOLS . After the operation I tell the doctor " You bluff me , you say not pain at all " But when he inject my hand and leg I cried painfully ! LOLS . He replied " I never bluff you la " Lols . Idiot . 15 going for check ups again .

Hmmmm Scared !

2010-03-09T22:26:00.002+08:00

Got to wake up early in the morning later on for breakfast with mummy and baobei and going off to take train down to hospital for operation :( scared *
I cut my hair shorter :( Sad !

AWS : It's time for you to walk a new path . Take good care alrights .

Not feeling well again !

2010-03-08T00:42:00.001+08:00

Argggs * Having headache and whole body numb . Argggs * Damn weak of me :(
Hmm , tomorrow morning have appointment with the salon ! Yeahs ! Hmm , someone tagged some photos which are not me to my fb ! Make my friends thought I'm with another bung . Wthell . That was so long since I step out of that world cans ! HAHAHAS .

Felt so terrible :(

2010-03-05T02:49:00.002+08:00

Arggs * I just vomited :(
3 days I only ate half a burger . Don't feel like eating though sometimes got a little hungry .
What's strong with me :( Felt so terrible now . Drinking half a cup of milk now , hope I'll feel better :) Argggs * Nevermind . Treat it as diet :) But feel so xinku :( Cant eat , cant sleep . Wtf am I doing .? I also don't know . I want to eat !!! But I cant eat at all . Went to kitchen wanted to eat a plain bread just now , but when I saw it , I went to the toilet bowl to vomit . Guess what .? It's my stomach juices . Din't feed damn for so long :(
Mummy book appointment with me on friday night for dinner ! She say she treat me eat dian xin for dinner . LOLS .
Gotta stop here . Don't know what to write le .

Closing this blog soon . Changing to a new one .

2010-03-04T12:14:00.002+08:00

Hmm , 2 days plus din't sleep le . In the end slept 7 hours wake up le . Lols . Din't feel tired at all . Don't know why . Maybe keep thinking of making myself busy . Hmmm , Start working on the 20th this month . Got to work hard le . Nothing to think of now . So gotta earn money now . Yeahs .
Back to square one again :)
People keep told me to think far . Thanks friends . Meet up soon . No worries . I'm fine now . Life still goes on . How I fall , I'll stand again .
Yaps , changing new blog soon , as some personal reasons :)

Receieve a msg from a friend . Find it meaningful . Makes my mind clear :
Whatever destined will happen it will happen , no matter how hard you try to avoid it , it stills the same .

Another msg .
当我们的爱情变得面目全非的时候，如果能让事情变得圆满，我愿意做个坏人

What would my day will be like .?

2010-03-02T08:50:00.002+08:00

Just woke up . Early right .? Nowadays slept early and wake up early :) Change my timing back from indian timing to chinese timing . Lols . Hmm . I need to work after I've finish doing my leg operation fully done . Got to buy lots of things ! Hahahahs .

-N97 ( normal )
-My hair
-Bvlgari facial form
-Clothes
-Dior foundation
-A LV bag

Lols .
Hmmmm , Need to get a job ! Argggs *
On the 10th going for another operation again
Don't know this time round got to drop how many tears . Lols .

Sometimes it hurts .

2010-03-01T18:37:00.002+08:00

Sometimes , your love ones words may hurt you . Agree .? What would you do .?
Advice please .

Some dogs likes to go people blog to talk rubbish and bark . Lols . Childish .

Differentiate friends :)

2010-03-01T08:42:00.002+08:00

Hmm , how to differentiate friends .?

A good and trustworthy friend .
- Someone who keep secrets for you
- Someone who can share your secrets with
- Someone who won't make other friends quarrel
- Someone who won't hurt you in anyways
- Someone who always be there for you when you need him/her
- Someone who won't cheat/bluff/hide things from you in anyways
- Someone who won't because of selfishness , behind talking bad about you .

A fake "friend" or not even a "friend"
- Someone who leaks your secrets out
- Someone who cannot share your secrets with
- Someone who make you and other friends quarrel
- Someone who trying to hurt you in anyways
- Someone who won't be there for you when he/she says he/she will .
- Someone who cheat/bluff/hide things from you .
- Someone who because of selfishness , behind talking bad about you .

People , see your friends well . Don'e ever get a "friend" but to get a "friend"

Actually I know alot of things . I choose to keep quiet .
Though I feel like a fool and navie but it's ok . At least I know what's going on around me . Sometimes knowing too much is a good thing . So that you can know how a person treat you :)
Felt That I more and more smart too . My 6 sense and prediction is getting stronger .
Going hospital later on for check up :( So far cans . Argggs * But luckily nowadays baobei and I sleep early .

Happy :)

2010-02-26T15:06:00.002+08:00

Just came back from jin dian . Baobei brought me a gold ring , a gold necklace and and pendent :) Lols . Happy mak mak . She says I like jiu hao . Cause we left not much money lerhs . But she still buy for me :) Thanks and loves you . Baobei says cause I give her a gold ring so she buy a gold ring for me . Our couple ring we kept lerhs . Now all GOLD ! Lols .

moody days :(

2010-02-26T09:41:00.002+08:00

Felt so moody nowadays . Just wish to hope to talk to someone that can trust . There's one . But can't really talk everything out . Have to keep everything by my side . Used to can talk to my 13 years friend unix teo lanjiao . But now she have her life with her boyfriend . So cant really talk alot . She's busy at work too . Used to have trust worthy friends but now .? Getting backstab again and again . Forget it . As usual . Kinda feel living in my own world of darkness . Now I have her . Just wish to sharre sorrows and happiness with her . Hopefully things will get well . Just wants to lead simple life . But there's always someone in between . Argggs * Just hope things will get better like before . Can I .? Hope to get a long term job asap . My cash is running out . Lols .

PM : Don't like to be cheated and backstab by friends again :(
Once bitten twice shy .

Sentosa trip .

2010-02-25T10:10:00.014+08:00

Wake up damn early yesterday . Nothing to do . So thought of go gamble . Wahs . Lose 50 in 20 mins time . Argggs * Then nowhere to go again . So suggest SENTOSA . Lols . Went underwater world . Lols . Damn nice can the pink dolphines . Lols . Hmm , baobei says is belated valentine's day gift . Lols . Yeahs . Then went to see the casino . Although still got one year to go in the casino . But we still went to the enterance there to take the photos . Lols . Like that not " mountain tortise " liaos mahs . Lols .

PM : Friends , choose your friends carefully . Don't get backstab again and again .
All the best :)

I hope i choose the correct path . Won't get anymore hurt again :)

Keep eating and sleeping .

2010-02-24T00:07:00.002+08:00

Yaps , nowadays baobei and I keep eating and sleeping . But our sleeping time is like indian timing . Slept in the afternoon , wake up around 9pm then 3 plus sleep again till morning . Arggs . Getting fatter and fatter already . Lols . Hmm , nowadays mood not very good again . Keeping all to myself again . Hais . What should I do .?

Drinking night :)

2010-02-20T05:04:00.002+08:00

I don't want to share !

2010-02-20T02:14:00.002+08:00

Yaps , don't think everyone likes to share loves one with others . Who will likes to share .? Hmmm , Don't wanna think so much . Just hope I'm wrong .? Ya .? That's will makes me happier isn't it .? I'm trying this way this few days . Please proof that i'm wrong ok .? Hmmm , gonna be busy later on in the afternoon . Argggs * Just won my mummy's money by gambling . LOLS . Wanted to go play jackpot today at ehub there but need NTUC member's card ! Argggs *

Irritating radio !

2010-02-17T23:00:00.002+08:00

Hmmm , wake up at baobei house , bathe , prepare then went to huiling's house to pai nian and gamble . Then met up with ah soon go bugis to have steamboat then go down to mango accompany him take pay then drink 2 jugs . There de manager open one pint bottle for me ask me must drink finish . LOLS . Thanks . Thanks for praise-ing me . Lols . Around closing time , a radio and he's gf came over . Lols . Damn hao lian and STEP sia . Taboleh tahan . LOLS . Talk alot sia he . Lols . Still ask us go resort . Lols . But we ended up at NANA . But decide not to go in . cause abit tired . So we headed back to bedok house . Yeahs . Just finish eating pizza ! Hahahas .

Another fun night .

2010-02-15T13:30:00.002+08:00

Yaps . Another fun night yesterday :)
Went ah huat house with baobei , mei up with chee ping and xueting there to play cards . Then after that met up with ah bu and jia jun's brother then cab-ed down to buberry met up with jun , edmund and the rest . Drink abit . LOLS . Really very little . Then awhile more cab-ed down to oasis . Wa . Saw alot of friends there ! Happy new years friends !!!!! Oh ya , xav serects with me . Hahahahas ! He keep calling me jie jie . Lols . Back to tamp eat mac then cab-ed home again ! Later going jurong !! My relative house . So far cans ! Argggs *

Gathering day .

2010-02-12T02:30:00.002+08:00

Went down pgm today with baobei , huiling , jasmine , peirong and lifang . Met up with martin , bingsheng and others . Hmmmm , after so long then gathering . Lols . But quite fun today . Saw lion dance . 5 lion heads , 5 phonix , and one pole ( mountain ) . Lols . Hmmmm , alot ppl today .
Found brotherly love from martin and bingsheng . LOLS . Ask me take care and guaiguai . Lols .
Baobei working later le . All the best my dear girl :) LOVES

My operation days .

2010-02-07T22:46:00.003+08:00

Friday went for my operation . Keep crying . Alloy and jiajun keep laughing at me . But they also make me laugh when I keep crying too . Thanks alot friends for being there for my operation and come visit me at my house .
I'll shall list dowm all the names .
Alloy goh
phua jiajun
Jasmine
Weisheng
Musang
Andrew
Xiaoxiong
Baobei taking care of me this two days , even when I eat , also need her to feed becasue i'll will drop the food . Thanks baobei . I still love you . Hope things wont change .

What have I done wrong .?

2010-02-03T16:09:00.002+08:00

What have I done wrong .? I just need to be pampered like others . Having someone there to love me , pampered me , care and concern . Someone who can share my happiness and sorrows with a normal friend can't . I've found . But she's giving up after 1 year . I'm disappointed . I just need you to be there for me . Can you .?

her loving pics

2010-02-03T02:16:00.003+08:00

She cute with this specs , isnt it .?

My boss , willem heng take this fake mouse and scare me

I need a room of sunshine with you .

2010-02-03T01:06:00.002+08:00

I very sad to see that you are giving up in us . I hope it won't come true . I don't know if there's some other reasons . We gone thru so much for a year and you want to give up so easily .? We plan alot of things for future . I just don't want because of misunderstanding or quarrels you will give up . I'm doing my best to maintain our relationships . What I need is encouragement , care , concern , confidence and confirmation . Is is very diff .? You said you got nth to talk to me , but you got alot to talk to your friends . Why not me .? I just need awhile of your time . You said i'm important . But .? I trying my best to give you my understanding which is not too much . I also need your understanding too . I know you need freedom . I never stop you from meeting your friends late . I only feel uncomfatable when you meet her alone , going up her house and contacting too much . You have phobia what about be . I have too . I really hope you won't give up so easily .

When I broke up with him , you are the one that give me hope , be with me whenever i'm alone and need someone there for me . Whenever i'm hungry in the midnight , you always pack food and come down find me . You give me encouragement , be by my side when i dont feel like staying at home . We gone thru so much , quarrels , fights , happy times , sweet times , going to zoo playing like a clown . giving up things for the sake each other , promises ( You promise you wont leave me ) . Are yyou giving up just like that .? We say before we will be together no matter what . I hope it's true .

PM : I need a room of sunrise just for you and me .

Fever !

2010-01-29T21:29:00.002+08:00

The day before I was having flu and cough . And today I was having fever , flu , cough and backache . Argggs . Tomorrow is my first day of work and end up having all this problems ! Damn it . My temperature last take was 38.7 degree ! Quite high can ! Argggs . Luckily today baobei got take care of me . Feel so xin wei . LOLS ~
Went bedok inter today as baobei want to look for jobs then down to bugis to collect my working pants and brought a pair of heels for work ! LALALALALA~ But my fever spoil everything . Felt giddy at times ! I need to get well soon ! I need to work !

R.I.P

2010-01-26T21:03:00.002+08:00

Heard my mum just said that auntie daphane ( A teacher that have a good heart & teaches us good way and be by our side whenever we are in trouble ) Just past away
:( When I'm hospitalize , she came and visit me with her husband ( uncle chee keong ) and pray for me . Went to visit her with unix when we heard that she's ill . Auntie daphane , jia ru ( unix ) and I hope you will R.I.P .

Paranoid .

2010-01-26T13:08:00.003+08:00

Baobei yesterday was trying to solve things lerhs :) Finally I can talk everything out . Everyone tends to be paranoid . So do I .? Hope you won't walk the wrong path again and knows what you are doing . Hope all those things we talk yesterday could get in your head .
Don't betray someone trust :)

Moody days :(

2010-01-26T00:20:00.003+08:00

This few days kinda moody . I hope unhappiness will gone soon and happiness will come back quickily . Hmmm , don't know what to blog as my moody quite down this few days .
The rain will gone soon and the sun will rise again .?
Problems that cannot be solve is not a problem .?
10 more days to my operation . Today just went for blood test for my operation . Damn pain ! Argggs * Now have a small blue black .

Unhappy day .

2010-01-24T23:29:00.002+08:00

Had a big fight with baobei the day before yesterday . Hais . I'm sorry .
Having blue blacks here and there so pain . But luckily baobei still know to cook hard boil egg to rub for me . Baobei I know you care de cans . You are soft . Don't always be hard ! I'm always so aimless when comes to quarrel .
Tml going hospital for counselling for operation again ! 5th of feb coming ! Hais .

Boring !

2010-01-23T13:33:00.001+08:00

Arggs , Jus go downstair buy 4D and food . * Sounds so auntie * LOLS . Hmm , nowadays quite bored . Lols . This two days at 886 gamble with xueting , xiuyin they all . Yesterday I win ! Small small only . Lols . By right alot derhs . End up keep loss ! Argggs . Lols .

1030 LOLS

2010-01-21T08:37:00.002+08:00

Went interview yesterday at raffles . While finding the place , baobei and I went shopping . Lols . Went in a shop and saw a LV bag , it cost 1030 . Baobei says she will buy for me . Hahahas . After that went to tamp . Walk walk and brought a small bag for new year . Yeahs !
Later going for work training . Tired mak mak . Luckily only two hours . Think gonna come back and sleep later on .

K box-ing :)

2010-01-19T12:37:00.005+08:00

Went K box yesterday with baobei , xueting and cheeping :) We sing from 8pm to 2am . Lols . Tired mak mak . We took loads of photos . Some photos still with xueting . Waiting for her . Lols . Some will uplaod other time :)

Bored .

2010-01-16T08:11:00.003+08:00

Baobei come over my place yesterday morning . Rest awhile then we went simei for interview , we late . Lols . Then go walk walk then go tampines , my turn to interview . Lalalals ~ Went for lunch after that . then went home . Sleep for an hour then have to go go down to my auntie place for sin tua . Yesterday was a tiring day . And today I guess it must be a boring day . Lols .

I need sleeping pills !

2010-01-15T05:10:00.002+08:00

Think I din't sleep well for 1 month plus . Lols . I need some sleeping pills . My sleeping timing was so funny cans . Argggs . Don't know what going on in my sleeping time and mind . Not feeling well this few days . Having cough and flu . Felt giddy at times . Arggggs * Got to take care of myself . Operation on 5th feb . Though it's not the first operation I had , I'm still scared . I'm scared that things might changed . Which I don't want . Will things changed .? I don't know .

Be my sleeping pills .?

Quite happy day :)

2010-01-13T22:32:00.002+08:00

Went to baobei house yesterday night , slept at her place till 3am then receieved a call from fredrick then going down to tamp cause of some things then around 4 plus 5am then baobei and I headed for breakfast , talk alot . Hopefully things get in her head . Then take bus back to baobei's house . we watch tv then prepare for interview around 9am . Then back to pasir ris home . SLEEP ! Lols . Evening wake up EAT then watch tv . Baobei went home already :(

I've leant alot this 2 days . I've been trying to calm down in anyways .
Just hope things will get better :)
To everyone : Put yourself in other people's shoes then make a decision .

Din't sleep well :(

2010-01-11T21:58:00.002+08:00

Quite tired now . Don't wanna go anywhere . Mel wanted to meet at white sands but I lazy . Sorry mel :( .
Yesterday night went over baobei house give her a suprise :) Watch tv till late . Sleep awhile till 5 plus then go downstairs buy newspaper , help baobei find jobs . Then go downstairs again for breakfast then come up sleep again till 12 plus cause baobei wants to go for interview . So everythings ends around 4 . Went for sakae at whitesands then back home . Mummy and my brother says want go eat crab so I tag along . JUST EAT ONLY . Alot ppl says I fat liaos . Argggggs * Time to diet ! LOLS . Gonna upload baobei at sakae photo .

Farewell damian :) See you 1 year later !

2010-01-10T10:13:00.002+08:00

Went social house yesterday as damian flying this morning . So everyone's garther to farewell him . Lols . Just came back from airport . Send him off . Everyone was so tired . Din't sleep just to send him off . He will be back a year later . See you soon :) Take care & good luck .
PM : Damian , should be glad that you got us , so good friends ! Lols .

Argggs * Very tired ! 3 days din't meet baobei le . I want to meet you TODAY !!!

Another sleepless night :(

2010-01-09T06:21:00.002+08:00

Argggs , I cant sleep again . Hais . Got to change back my sleeping time . Realise I'm like a vampire for few years . Got to be back to normal . Lols . Why I cant get to sleep .? Maybe things keep running in my mind even those bo liaos stuff . LOLS . Can't stand myself . I'm thinking too much . I need some sleeping pills . Arggggs * Now neither studying nor working . Felt so bored . Gonna stop here and watch online show !

FISH SPA .

2010-01-09T04:18:00.003+08:00

Met up with shalyn today as she want meet me for dinner . Then she plan want go prawning . Reach there but alot people and no rod so we decided to do fish spa !